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childhood memories

2007-03-17T12:55:00.000-07:00

song of 2005

2006-01-07T03:28:00.000-08:00

Your 2005 Song Is

Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz

"Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me."

In 2005, you were loving life and feeling no pain.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

you left me with no choice but to love you forever

2005-11-18T04:45:00.000-08:00

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay/ Makapiling ka makasama ka/ Yan ang panalangin ko/ At di papayag ang pusong ito/ Mawala ka sa 'king piling/ Mahal ko iyong dinggin/ Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga/ Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig natin dal'wa/ At sana nama'y nakikinig ka/ Kapag aking sasabihing minamahal kita/ Panalangin ko sa habang buhay/ Makapiling ka makasama ka/Yan ang panalangin ko/ At di papayag ang pusong ito/ Mawala ka sa 'king piling/ Mahal ko iyong dinggin/ At sana naman nakikinig ka/ Yan ang aking sasabihin minamahal kita/ Panalangin ko sa habang buhay/ Makapiling ka makasama ka/ Yan ang panalangin ko/At di papayag ang pusong ito/ Mawala ka sa 'king piling Mahal ko iyong dinggin/ Panalangin ko sa habang buhay/ Makapiling ka makasama ka/ Yan ang panalangin ko/ At di papayag ang pusong ito/ Mawala ka sa 'king piling/ Mahal ko iyong dinggin

dazed and confused

2005-11-15T01:14:00.000-08:00

When something happened to you that never happened to you before, you'll love to find out what it is... You wanna discover the reasons behind it... wanna know why in the world it is happening?... but sometimes it's just so difficult to find answers on these unexplainable occurences that we met down the line.. and yes, It is love that i'm talking about!!

Ang daming tanong sa isip ko... I keep asking myself: "Bakit nangyayari to?", "Pano nangyari?", at " Kung bakit sa laki ng populasyong ng mundo e sakin pa nangyari?".. Ok lang sana kung sigurado ka sa nararamdaman mo... e hindi e... Tangna, ni hindi ko lam kung ano yung nararamdaman ko.. ang hirap ipaliwanag, ang iharap intindihin.. ang alam ko lang ngayong ko lang naramdaman ang mga bagay na nararamdaman ko ngayon ... (make sense, eh?)

Ganun lang talaga siguro, there are things that we really can't explain... there are things na di na kailangan pa ng explanation, basta nangyayari na lang.. mga bagay bagay na kahit anong pilit mo gawin di mo mahahanapan ng kasagutan... Arrivederci!

* I wanna know why this feels so right/ I wanna know why u hold me tight/ Each and every night, it keeps me up all night/ Thinkin' about the things i like/ Can't believe you're in my life/ I wanna know why ur the one/ The things that they should have you've already done/ God sent u straight to me/ You make me wanna sing lalalalala/ But when you look at me, do you see me right?/ Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?/ Are you playin' the role, just like the rest/ These are the questions that i ask myself, another should come, who's finer than me/ And he wanna take your love away, would you leave?/ Baby please answer these questions/ Could this be my whole fantasy/ Maybe u could just be too good for me/ If i don't wake then i won't see/ Cuz if im not the one you met, then who is in me/ In the midst of the tears how come, i love you more, and more, and more/ I never longed for no one, yes its true/ Seems like this questions keep me here with me/ Then ill say, i love you endlessly/ One thing that i really wanna know/ Will this end or will this grow/ And now if you really be wanna be with/ I'll love you endlessly/One thing that i really wanna know/ Will this end or will this grow/But when you look at me, do you see me right?/ Can you picture us lovin' each other for life?/ Are you playin' the role, just like the rest/ These are the questions that i ask myself, another should come, who's finer than me/ And he wanna take your love away, would you leave?/ Baby please answer these QUESTIONS..

kung pwede ko lang sabihin kung sino ka!

2005-11-10T20:50:00.000-08:00

Dito tayo sa dilim /Kapit sa patalim/ Halika sa masikip/ Dun tayo pumikit/ Punta sa sahig/ Kung san malamig /Punyeta ang init dito/ Nakakapaso / Dertsahan na, Maasahan ka ba? / Gusto ko sumisigaw/ Dito tayo sa ilaw/ Bumibilis ang aking puso/ Shet nakakagago/ Parang nilalagnat/ Walang kasing sarap/ Baby bilisan mo/ Sakit sa ulo/ Dertsahan na, Maasahan ka ba?/

burning passion

2005-10-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

by: Marc Marquez

close your eyes... feel the warmth of my kiss... let my warm embrace enraputures you... the angel of music is playing a sweet tone... inviting us to make the music of love, to the rythm of our beating hearts.. the moon... let the moon serves as our only light.. as the night gets older let our bodies become one... for you're the one i want... you're the one i need!

i am done... you can get no more of me... the night is over... let's just kiss... yeah one last kiss... and part.. oh and i will never forget the love we share as one...

escapade

2005-10-24T03:18:00.000-07:00

those four days were memorable.. everything about it is just SPECIAL! the cold wind, videoke sessions.. inuman... the moomoo?! whehehehe.. thanks guys! you know who you are... I really enjoyed your company!

ambivalence in blue

2005-09-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

Life as it is

2005-09-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

Life as it is Cheryl Perlitz, Excerpted from Soaring Through Setbacks: Rise Above Adversity Reclaim Your Life (Cameo Publications)

Life is predictable … at least I had always thought so. We perk along day-by-day, hour-by-hour, doing the very best we can. For the most part, life goes as expected, with only a few glitches along the way. We encounter irritants we can handle, and then we move on. We are walking along, zigging and zagging, and then … the mountain appears.

I always thought that…If we eat right and take care of ourselves, we would be healthy. We may get sick occasionally, but we will be generally disease-free and fit. BUT SUDDENLY the MOUNTAIN APPEARS…and we get REALLY SICK.

I always thought that…If we do our best at work, show up on time, do what is expected of us plus a little extra, we will be rewarded. If we get along with our co-workers, we will have healthy relationships at work. If we contribute to the company’s bottom line and financial success, we will be appreciated. BUT SUDDENLY THE MOUNTAIN APPEARS … and we LOSE OUR JOB.

I always thought that… If our country does the ethical things, with good intentions based on humanitarian needs, we will be safe and secure. BUT SUDDENLY THE MOUNTAIN APPEARS … and we are thrown into financial instability and our FREEDOM AND SECURITY ARE THREATENED.

The truth is, change is always happening. As soon as we think we have life all figured out and we know where we are going and how we will get there, a mountain appears in our path and we must look at life differently.

warrior by heart

2005-09-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

Greatsword
You preferred a weapon with 60% power over speed and 47% range over melee.

You use a Greatsword.

Do the words Zweihander or Flamberge
mean anything to you? You prefer a Greatsword, a massive, heavy blade
frequently strong enough to cut down the rides of mounted warriors.
Though slow, the impressive length and heft of a greatsword makes it
capable even of breaking through armor. Your enemies will run from the
deadly arcs of your blade as you bear down on them.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 80% on power
You scored higher than 61% on range

Link: The What's Your Signature Weapon Test written by inurashii on OkCupid Free Online Dating

when my heart melts within me

2005-09-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

..NEW BIRTH, NEW LIFE...

existentialist..

2005-09-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

You scored as Existentialist. Existentialism emphasizes human capability. There is no greater power interfering with life and thus it is up to us to make things happen. Sometimes considered a negative and depressing world view, your optimism towards human accomplishment is immense. Mankind is condemned to be free and must accept the responsibility.

Existentialist

100%

Postmodernist

88%

Idealist

81%

Romanticist

69%

Modernist

69%

Materialist

63%

Cultural Creative

63%

Fundamentalist

25%

What is Your World View? (updated)
created with QuizFarm.com

MIRACLES, on the way!

2005-09-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

by: Marc Marquez

It's dark.... My body is getting numb.... the cold wind sends shivers down my spine... In the midst of this desserted place, I am alone... Tears are running down my eyes... I can't help it... My soul is in limbo... Trying to find someone to save this poor soul from drowning....Drowning in the sea of despair.. Still, I am floating... sometimes up sometimes down... I'm getting scared... I'm about to lose hope... I wanna give up... I just close my eyes... I can't hear anything except for the sound of the raging wind... I started praying... calling HIM... begging HIM... "I need you"... And then there's light... It's blinding me... I was gasping for breath until a hand grasp me and... BRING ME BACK TO SANITY...

* Let GOD perform miracles in your life, and I assure you, you'll never regret it... Offer to HIM all your burdens, all your pains, your sucrifices... Let HIM mold you... Let HIM giude you to the path of ETERNAL HAPPINESS...

I'm grateful and thankful to you FATHER GOD... For always being there... For not living my side... I LOVE YOU...

your gentile embrace enraptures me

2005-09-23T09:41:00.000-07:00

...PUT GOD IN THE CENTER OF YOUR LIFE....

need.a.lot.of.workout, marcky!!!

2005-09-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

whahahahahaha

dj_marqeemarc's cho!ce of no!se...

2005-08-12T23:24:00.000-07:00

FIX YOU

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

solitaire

2005-08-09T22:50:00.000-07:00

Here I am, in a labyrinth of emptiness.... Lost and still searching... can find a way to escape, to get out.... it's kiling me.... i wanna shout... at the top of my lungs... pain and agony overwhelmed me... there's no sign of hope... like a candle, little by little, i am melting... like the leaves of an oak tree, i am withered... i'm on abyss of loneliness... evrything's so dull, so lifeless!

f*ck them...

2005-07-22T07:26:00.001-07:00

It's been almost four months since my last post... got nothing much to do so I've just decided to write...

I don't know where to start... There are lot of things playin' in my mind right now, but I'm at lost for words. Can't find perfect words to describe how I'm feeling at this very moment...

There are a lot of great things happening in my life right now. There are so many reasons to be happy... but it's just so ironic that I feel this way...

I feel so underappreciated....

I'm not the person they think I am... I'm more than what they think!!! There's more to me than what meets the eye!!!!

*We've done things in the past that we aren't proud of, we've made mistakes, but it doesn't have to define who we really are... It should not control our lives..

bad day!

2005-06-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

marc, having' a bad day...

marqeemarc says:

2005-03-02T06:03:00.000-08:00

if people are trying to pull yeh down, c'mon dude just be proud of it!!! it only means one thing! You're above them! chill out!

...a long and tiring day...

2005-02-27T09:30:00.000-08:00

Days are getting more and more agonizing for me.... Feel so anxious and disturbed this past few days... Primarily because of the pressure brought by school... Looks like there won't be much rest and relaxation for the whole week... Got quiz tom. and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that.... haaaaaaaaahhhhhh... Finals is fast approaching.... Need some extra effort to pass all my subjects. There's no room for distractions... need to focus marc... FOCUS!!! --

Oooops, I almost forgot... Came home late because of this medical mission in BASECO cmpd. in Tondo... I kept my mom and dad waiting for 3 hours, sorry folks!!!! It's nice to help all those people who need some medical assistance but it's just so hooooooottttt in there and my skin doesn't agreee with that (for christ sake, got skin asthma!!!) i felt so uncomfortable... but it was fun, though! --

just discover that our NSTP moderator is nice pala.... thought she's an ultimate whore!! lesson learned: try to know the person better before judging him/her... It may sound a cliche but it's so damn true!!!

can't think of a good title...

2005-02-26T22:29:00.000-08:00

Life never fails to fascinates me.... It always keep me enthralled with it's prodigy and beauty.... But lately I'd been noticing that I'm losing my zest for life, and I don't know why... I keep on asking myself those existensial questions like what am I here for? Weird thoughts keep on playing inside my head... I was bothered with a lot of stuffs these past few days.... The life that I should be living simple seems to get more and more complicated each day... I don't know... I really have no idea on what's going on.. really.... haaahh...

changes...

2005-02-24T05:52:00.000-08:00

Forgive me for taking so long... just don't have that much time to write... been busy this past few weeks on school... been busy thinking about some important stuffs...

I was pissed off by the idea of everyone always having different opinions on who you are... I mean, it's a good thing that you have a clear picture of how people see you but sometimes you just don't know how to take those things they said about you..It can serve as a challenge to know and discover yourself more or it can give you a wrong perception of who you really are... People are so quick talking about anyoneelse, but how about themselves? How about looking at THEMSELVES?!!

I dont live on other people expectations... If I would be so concern about all the things that came out of their mouth, I'd probably out of my mind by now.... THE HELL WITH EVERYBODY, I CAN BE HAPPY...

I'm starting to make some definite changes in my life... some would take time ... some would mean risks... Just hope changing is as easy as drawing whatever you wanted to be but i doesn't work that way... YOU JUST CAN'T GO OVERNIGHT AND WHALA... YOUR ALREADY A DIFFERENT PERSON... SO I GUESS, I REALLY HAVE TO WORK OUT ON IT....

...GOD's MysTerioUs waYs...

2005-01-24T21:25:00.000-08:00

SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME!!!- I'm really NOT OK!!-- This is one heck of a day!!!-hmp..nothing and no one can make this day all seems right...- I'm on abyss of empitiness once again....-

I really had a bad day.... I fell so unfortunate... MARC, I PITTY YOU!! -- you're a pathetic LOSER!!!

But oh... There is one thing I should be thankful and grateful of... GOD SPARED ME FROM AN ACCIDENT!! When i learned the news this morning that Terence met a car accident last Saturday night in MAKATI, I was at lost for words!!! (good thing he's alright now and nothing that bad happened.. yeh know what i mean right?!, but he got some stitches on his forehead..) FOR CHRIST SAKE, I was SUPPOSED TO BE WITH HIM!!! I was supposed to ask him if a can have a ride to Bea's party that night..- I think God is sending me a message...

*... we should sometimes learn to sit down and appreciate those simple, yet beautiful things this LIFE has to offer..

REALIZATION:

1. Learn how to accept things that are reall beyond our control... 'cause it's the mysticism of life..

2. Never took GOD for garanted... never!!

3. Life is simple, dont make it too complicated for us.. ayt?!... CHILL OUT and RELAX...

stop asking please...

2005-01-23T22:20:00.000-08:00

why?!

REASONS WHY SOMETIMES I'M QUIET... (FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE INTERESTED TO
KNOW...)

1. I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING... (IS THAT AN ENOUGH REASON? WELL ,I'M TELLING
YOU... YEEEEESSS!!!...)

2. I'M PRE-OCCUPIED WITH A LOT OF THINGS IN MY MIND..

3. DON'T GET THE IDEA OF TALKING TO SOMEONE WHEN THERE'S NOTHING TO TALK
ABOUT!!! (WASTE OF TIME!!!)

4. I SOMETIMES GET MISINTERPRETED... (SO I BETTER SHUT MY FUCKING MOUTH UP!!)

5. IM SO TIRED TO TALK... (BLAH.. BLAH... BLAH...,SEE, I TOLD YEH!!!)

*so next time when you noticed that i'm on my usual quiet mode, never, i say never ever talk to me, ok... it's just a waste of your fluids...

what's new...

2005-01-23T16:57:00.000-08:00

mood:
...feel like dancing baby....

marc.Ee woke up late... what's new?!... nothing so unusual 'bout that!!... YEP... I woke up at around 3 in the afternoon... (GRUMPY HEADED MARC!!!).. uhhmm... just trying to get myself some sleep... the past week had been so tirin', yeh know?! i was enourmously wrecked!! with all those sleepless nights and truckloads of reading materials, hmp..... alas! prelim week's OVER... yeh baby yeh baby... I feel like dancing!!..

feel so bad 'bout last night... wasn't able to go at Bea's party in Makati... (for some personal reasons...)..

tomorrow's monday... got to wake up early for my seven o' clock PE class... MONDAY...uhhhhm... don't know what's instore for me for tomorrow but i hope IT would be my day!!! -- yeh baby...

lonely lonely lonely day

2005-01-22T04:35:00.000-08:00

NEWS... : MAN DIED DUE TO BOREDOM, ALMOST!!

i'm about to lose my sanity!!! wahhhhhhh... i'm so bored... this could be the most painful experience one man can go through!!... to be ALONE... with no one to talk to.. no phonecalls... no gimmicks!! no one really cares for me...huhuhuhu...yikes drama... haaaah.. / WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! huh what? sleep?! nah i'm asleep all day long... go out?! got no more dough... i've already spent 2000 bucks yeterday... (just for yestreday, and the saddest part is :it's my allowance foh next week..SHIT!!!) Got only 1000 bucks left!!!... hay life...(sigh..)-- need someone here to cheer me up!!! ANYONE?!